Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Because, I have something to say

I'm back. For reals.

I stopped blogging, and almost threw in  the towel completely. It all fell apart when I was in my crazy busy photography season and I kind of felt like I just had nothing to say. Nothing positive anyway. I'd gained weight, had zero time for anything besides work, and blogging felt like a chore. I'm glad I didn't force it, but I have been missing writing and I feel good about beginning again.I have made a conscious change in my professional life to not let it take over again. Yes I will be busy in the fall, but never so busy that I feel lost by it all. 5 weddings in 6 weeks, never again... unless somehow I quit my day job, and that's not happening anytime soon.

With a long break comes the opportunity for a fresh start. This blog has long been dominated by my role as a mom (which is a big one) and I'd like to get back to the basics, of me. I wanna really write about life. To be able to look back a year from now and remember how far I have come, or be inspired to get back to where I want to be. This year I turn 35 and I REALLY want to be proud of myself this year. Proud of my health, my work, my role as mom and wife... all of it. If I am being honest I haven't felt good about myself in a long time. Mostly self inflicted as I have a great husband and a fantastic kiddo, the self loathing was taking over. I've battled depression most of my life and I just suddenly woke up the other day and decided to stop the spiral. I'd prefer to stay off meds and I know that if I can get moving again, both mentally and physically that I can do it med free. Writing is a form of therapy for me too.

So what to look forward to here in my bloggy home? If all goes well then some very real posts about life, getting fit, home DIY (not how-to's... but hopefully success tales) and of course there will always be Ozzie.

I'd love it if you followed along!

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1 comment :

  1. Welcome back and congrats for taking a break for the right reasons. Fresh starts for all!

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